back to square one. perhaps losing me means nothing. i just want you to be fine. would you be fine without me? i don't want to have to go through everything all over again. i'm tired. tired of waiting. will you show me some light to a direction where i can follow? for i will go berserk if i continue waiting at the original place.
i didn't know even waiting can hurt this bad. a wait with hope which didn't seem to come true. or perhaps never will. i need sleep. but it ain't easy..it ain't easy waiting for something that i can't be sure if it would blossom. needless to say, blossom into something i actually wanted.
can you tell me for sure? we are gonna blossom into something pretty. something to bring both of us through to our forever.
But. Can we? Can you? Can i?
i need to know.for even if you're not sure. i wouldn't have any reason to stay again.